""I want to write a cohesive story that's not just about 'what did your kids say?' or how it went to be told at work. It will, of course, be an autobiography, but I want to bring in other perspectives and broaden the content.
How is it possible, after a life as a man for over 50 years, to start living as a woman without being questioned or even laughed at? What this then meant in a clerical, ecclesiastical context where such persons were not even in the imaginary world also has its place in the story."
"Ann-Christine Ruuth was born in the 1950s, was named Åke and grew up in a devout family. Early on, Åke felt different, deviant, but there was nothing in his world, either within himself or in his surroundings, where it could be mirrored or take its place. He had to carry a longing that he pushed himself to find ways out.
Who was he, the vicar and father of three, and what did he need to be whole? For a long time, he didn't even have words for it.
In the end, it had to wear or burst.
In 2010, she became herself, 58 years old. Since then, her life has been the subject of the bestseller "Min pappa Ann-Christine" written by her daughter Ester Roxberg and the film "Min pappa Marianne" starring Rolf Lassgård. She herself has lectured the country about trans perspectives and gender identity for many years. Only now is she telling her own story."
In 2014 I had a chance to talk with Ann-Christine, and this is what she told me about the most challenging part of her transition: "Meeting and dealing with the fear of others. And of course, telling my three grown-up daughters. They needed their process also; it took time and it was tough for all of us. Today I'm proud to say that I have a truly good relationship with them all and their families. They have fully embraced me as Ann-Christine and that is a joy beyond telling."
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