“If you could be a fly on the wall and see what I see…” begins the haunting and defiant premise of Fly on the Wall: The Story of a Courageous Trans Woman – From Prison to Post by Ariyanna Lampley and Samari The Goddess. There is very little information available about the book, and beyond its brief description on Amazon, it seems to exist as one of those hidden gems waiting to be discovered. What we do know is that it tells the story of Samari the Goddess, a transgender woman who has survived the brutality of the prison system and emerged with her dignity, her artistry, and her voice intact.
The book’s title alone captures something both poetic and unsettling. To be a fly on the wall is to witness without being seen, to observe the unspoken truth of things. In Samari’s case, that truth is the reality of being a transgender woman behind bars, a world of fear, violence, and survival. Incarcerated transgender women often live in a space that denies their very identity. Many are placed in men’s prisons, where they face harassment and sexual assault. Basic medical care, including access to hormones or gender-affirming treatment, is often withheld. Even something as simple as being called by one’s chosen name can become a daily battle.
