"The book is a true story about Cecilia Wilson's real life test. As a young boy growing up in the early 1960's, he knew he was different but didn't know how to explain it. Someone predicted he would be a preacher when he grew up. But what was he supposed to do about his gender identity?
He could not reconcile his love for God and desire to be a preacher with his belief he was or should be a woman. For 24 years, he wrestled within himself trying to make sense out of the chaos of his life. It was like a battle raging in his mind, heart and body all at the same time.