Ash Jackson’s book Beyond Trans reads like a symphony of survival, a raw and haunting exploration of one woman’s journey through chaos, creation, and courage. It opens with the rhythms of childhood, where Ash dreamed of fame and music filled her imagination with the promise of escape. Even as a young girl growing up in a world that didn’t yet understand her, she found solace in sound. Her guitar became a refuge, a place where the noise of confusion and self-doubt could transform into melody. The early years were marked by longing and insecurity, the kind that festers quietly when you’re different but can’t yet name why. The music was her first language of truth, a way to say what words couldn’t.
As her talent blossomed, Ash built a remarkable career that would eventually stretch across more than three decades. She became one of Australia’s most versatile musicians, an accomplished guitarist, songwriter, composer, and producer. Her work spanned genres and industries: rock and pop albums, film and television scores, orchestral compositions, experimental soundscapes, and even a leap into TV production with the creation of Oz Fish TV, a quirky and successful fishing show now airing on Channel 7mate and Foxtel. Behind this artistic versatility was a perfectionist who had honed her craft with relentless discipline. She graduated from the Box Hill Institute of Performing Arts with an Advanced Diploma in Music Performance and a Bachelor of Music in composition, collecting awards along the way for academic excellence and compositional brilliance. On paper, it all looked like triumph. But Ash’s story is a reminder that the brightest spotlight often casts the darkest shadow.

